Chapter one: Hello my name is Future

Unang tagpo, lahat naglalaho

Tao sa paligid, lahat ng umaagilid

Nawawala na parang bula

Natira ang apat na mata

Tila nagiispadah ang dalawang paningin

Nagbabasahan kung sino ang unang aamin

Sa pagtitig na puno ng damdamin

Hello Future bat ngayon ka lang dumating?

May musikang humuhuni

Sumasabay sa bawat ngiti

Napapapikit at humihinga ng malalim

Ikaw na nga, liwanag sa aking dilim

Hello Future.

Erase my memory of you

Tonight, I just feel I'm so freaking tired and angry,

enumerating everything that he done to me.

I was thinking to just erase him in my memory

like a computer; one click and his deleted.

Sometimes I wish I could be a computer; no heart no feelings.

Can shut down and turn on again.

But I'm not. Too bad I have heart.

Too bad, I wasted my love on him.

6 years is such a waste.

His words kill everything.

I realize in those years Im the only one who fight and stood up to last our relationship.

Can I jut smack his face now God? I really feel bad. Why me? I know Im not pretty and hot

but you know how much i loved him and take care of us. hahaha

I guess you have another plan ha!

Wish one day I woke up and almost forgot him

pls erase my memory of him.

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yeah dawg!!!

A Letter to no One

Dear You,

One day from now is my 25th birthday and I'm planning to do something adventure in the midnight before my birthday so it could be another memorable start of Sept.22. But I want to be with someone, a friend maybe who could come with me and share the incredible adventure. But All of them said no, they're busy, they can't. It sucks… I'm always alone, well there was once, an asshole named Jepoi surprise me with his tons of gifts But then he left me… after 6 years. Nice ha!

Anyway I really like to ask him, but definitely he will say NO, in the first place he did not want me to be in his life at all and he don't give a shit at me at all. I ask my closest friends but they all have reason. So I guess it will be me and you again.

You that I didn't still even know, We been for almost 25 years…. great friendship ha! Actually Im so glad that I have you, though were not really together, we never laugh together, we never cry together, I never seen your face, nor know your name, still when all the world is done with me, when all the people just ignore me… I still have you who's always listening with my stupidity. I hope we could be together someday. I really do. I'm dying to meet you.

from,

Me.

P.s

Please greet me Happy Birthday on 12:00 am of September 22, 2011.

I'll be waiting for your sign.

The Bastard in Me

Absolutely nothing...

That's all my body is saying.

But my mind is fucking.

Let's kill that shit, grab that glass and lets do crash

Go, hit them with your chair, they're so unfair

Let them swim with their own blood

And scream Who's Laughing now?!!!

Still...my body is moving, not a thing... only my lips is shaping.

Yes, form of smiling.

Sometimes, I just want to be bastard but I don't know why my body never cooperate with my mind.

Damn! asshole.