Tuesday, September 20, 2011

A Letter to no One

Dear You,


One day from now is my 25th birthday and I'm planning to do something adventure in the midnight before my birthday so it could be another memorable start of Sept.22. But I want to be with someone, a friend maybe who could come with me and share the incredible adventure. But All of them said no, they're busy, they can't. It sucks… I'm always alone, well there was once, an asshole named Jepoi surprise me with his tons of gifts But then he left me… after 6 years. Nice ha!


Anyway I really like to ask him, but definitely he will say NO, in the first place he did not want me to be in his life at all and he don't give a shit at me at all. I ask my closest friends but they all have reason. So I guess it will be me and you again.

You that I didn't still even know, We been for almost 25 years…. great friendship ha! Actually Im so glad that I have you, though were not really together, we never laugh together, we never cry together, I never seen your face, nor know your name, still when all the world is done with me, when all the people just ignore me… I still have you who's always listening with my stupidity. I hope we could be together someday. I really do. I'm dying to meet you.


from,

Me.


P.s

Please greet me Happy Birthday on 12:00 am of September 22, 2011.

I'll be waiting for your sign.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

The Bastard in Me

Absolutely nothing...

That's all my body is saying.
But my mind is fucking.
Let's kill that shit, grab that glass and lets do crash
Go, hit them with your chair, they're so unfair
Let them swim with their own blood
And scream Who's Laughing now?!!!

Still...my body is moving, not a thing... only my lips is shaping.
Yes, form of smiling.

Sometimes, I just want to be bastard but I don't know why my body never cooperate with my mind.

Damn! asshole.